Is It Safe Out There?

imageSince my recent post referencing this story about the brutal stabbing death of a young female runner on my local trails, I haven’t stopped thinking about the victim, her family, and what this means for the future of our running community here in San Antonio.  I’ve been hooked on the news sites, trying to find out as much information as possible about the circumstances.  Sadly though, there is not much information being released.  We’ve gotten more information from friends who are first responders and from perusing running/biking forums than from the mainstream media.  They have no idea who did it.  Our police chief was on the news last night and the first thing he was quoted as saying was “The trails are very safe.”  Well, except for this unsolved murder 3 nights ago…

The public needs to be made aware.

My husband, my friends, and I run those trails.  My dad bikes those trails.  The trail system backs up to neighborhoods.  What does this mean for us?  The police have not offered up any precautions that park-goers should be taking because they are insisting it is safe – and advising people take precautions would imply the parks are not safe.  The same park where this murder occurred was open the VERY NEXT DAY.  They had greater police presence, but the news interviewed people playing there with their children who had no idea this had just happened.  My husband and I keep saying “Shouldn’t there be a huge sign there at the park saying ‘A woman was just murdered here – these are some tips for your safety!'” But that’s obviously not how the City operates.

There has been an outpouring of collective worry and compassion in our community.  It seems that everyone (at least those who are even aware of this story) is asking the same thing – “Is it safe to go back out on the trails?”  There is a fundraiser being set up for her family.  Also, a local running/training group We Run San Antonio (which I am not a part of) is planning a tribute to the victim, Lauren Michelle Bump, by dedicating the first mile of their long run to her as a “silent mile.”  They encouraged the community on their Facebook page to do the same, wherever they are running this weekend.  My husband and I are planning to do that.

But where will we run?


My dilemma is this – I run for the physical and mental benefits nature has to offer – the challenge of the terrain, fresh air, and a peaceful environment.  My friends have told me I should stick to the treadmill (also known as the “dreadmill” by some outdoor runners).  Reluctantly, I went to the gym last night.  I carried my Mace through the parking lot because I am determined to make it a habit now everywhere I go.  There was a police car parked off to the side (my gym is 2.5 miles from the scene of the crime – I don’t know if that has anything to do with it or if it’s just my paranoid imagination right now).  I walked into the musty gym, looked around at all the beefcakes, and hopped on a ‘mill.  My 3 miles seemed like work.  It was suffocating, boring (even though I had music), and monotonous.  I got it done but I did NOT enjoy it.  A friend who loves working out in the gym suggested I try to make it “fun” by embracing the gym and the treadmill, varying my speeds and inclines etc, then going to do weights.  But I told her “I don’t work out – I run.”

I just want to run.

Any thoughts my friends?

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11 thoughts on “Is It Safe Out There?

  1. acuriousgal says:

    I just hate that people can’t even be safe running in their local parks….what a dreadful, dreadful thing. I’m so freaked out by stuff like this, I would just run at the gym.

    • I know. It’s sickening. Literally – my stomach has been hurting for 3 days, especially knowing that I had planned to run at that exact spot at that exact time and changed my mind at the last minute, wanting to be lazy. My husband and I plan to run at this same trail system this weekend, but will start at a different trailhead.

      • acuriousgal says:

        Someone was looking out for you. Yes, run with your hubby…..much safer. Now this has got me all worried about my daughter running on the trails. Of course, she could run anywhere on Monday…….-35 below windchill

  2. My husband and I run together when we can, which is not often since our children are still small. Usually we have to switch off. And yes, tell your daughter about this – even though she can’t run now, she will soon! I’ve been telling everyone I can about it.

  3. 278toBoston says:

    That is crazy. It is horrible that something like running in a park can be so dangerous. I agree with you… I just run. I hope you can “just run” again soon.

  4. I’ve been thinking about you today. I hope you are feeling a little
    Better knowing that the God awful human being isn’t out there anymore.

    Let me know if you need anything. Don’t let them win. Continue to run and continue to train. We need to learn from this but it can’t freeze us with fear. I hope to are doing ok.

    Holler at me anytime.

    • Thank you so much for thinking of me. I definitely felt better when I saw the news of his arrest. But you’re right it’s been a HUGE lesson for all of us. I think going back there this morning for the memorial/run helped because otherwise I was going to avoid that park, maybe forever. Thanks again.

  5. Sandra says:

    Hang in there. 😦

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