The Dreadmill

Ever since the horrific murder on the trails where I run, I haven’t run alone outdoors.  I’ve resorted to forcing myself to go to the gym and, reluctantly, hopping on the dreaded treadmill – the “dreadmill.”

It’s grueling.

It’s boring.

It’s uninspiring.

It’s distracting.

When I ran outdoors, I escaped the noise of the world for a bit.  My view was always beautiful.  The sounds of nature were peaceful.  The miles seemed to fly by.  I enjoyed running.

In contrast, a few miles on the treadmill really seem like work.  I’m literally going nowhere fast on that thing.  I am easily distracted so my mind doesn’t rest when I’m there.  Televisions are on, and although I can’t hear them, they flash images constantly (and a different image on every screen).  People are wandering around.  Men are sitting on machines with vacant eyes between reps.  I listen to music, but I still can’t tune out the visual distractions.

I have more self-defense courses planned over the next 6 weeks, and I’m hoping I’ll feel more confident about running alone.  But part of me feels that I won’t ever go out there by myself again – not only to those trails but even in my own neighborhood.  In the meantime, I need advice.

I am in desperate need of advice for how to make the treadmill work for me!

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4 thoughts on “The Dreadmill

  1. HC says:

    I’m not a fan of treadmills either. I used to change my music constantly till finding a playlist that finally worked. Bad Religion and Social Distortion were my go-tos. The televisions are the worse though. They always made me dizzy. Best of luck.

    • It’s funny you say that about the TVs making you dizzy! I do get disoriented when I look at them, especially because each one is playing a different show, and so my eyes dart back and forth – I can’t help it! Thanks so much for your comment 🙂

  2. I don’t like the treadmill either, I wish I could be of more help!

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